Nov 21, 2009

drama pagi hari yg cold.

Malam tadi, masa pulang dari menonton theatre, seseorang menunggu aku di hadapan rumah. Aku macam kenal figure.

Dia!!!!

Aku rasa aku terkena renjatan elektrik.Shock!Dan, dia maseh berdiri di hadapan aku dengan gaya tipikal dia yang aku suka dari dulu.Tsyirt kosong, berseluar pendek dan berselipar NIKE. Rambot spike of coarse dilengkapi gel.

Aku tak tahu nak cakap ape.Tapi spontan bertanya, " Ade ape hal?"

Die jawab "Nothing. Saje nak jumpa". Aku cakap " Ok.Jom duduk dulu"

Kami duduk di bawah blok sambil tengok lampu jalan, tengok kete yang sesekali lalu.Hurm. Keadaan awal pagi tu walaopon cold, tapi dalam hati darjah celciusnye tinggi.

" Why u come tonite?"Aku maseh bertanya.
" Nothing"
" Have problem?"
" U.My problem"
" Asal lak?"
" I miss u. Thats my problem"

Aku terasa yang depan aku ni bukan dia.Tapi Domyoji Tsukasa sebab lebih drama.

" Plz go.Don find me yet."
" I cant"
" U can. U have her, ur happiness"
"U have someone rite now?"
"No."
" U still love me kan? U never let anyone replace me, i knoe"

Bodo punye soalan.Cube tanya kenape aku lagi cantik dari perempuan dia?

" So, u come all the way jez to talk this crap?"
" Nope"
" So wat else?"
" im not sure with my decision, my wedding"

..................................................................................tengah pikir ayat ape.

" U've decided it.Jangan pikir banyak."
" i feel like........"
" I will move to Melbourne.Maybe next year." Cuba mengubah tajuk.And of coarse, die sentap.
" u want leave me alone here?"
"sape tinggal sape?"

...................................................................................juge tengah pikir ayat ape.

" dah lewat. u shud go"
" i wont"
" ok.i go.bye"

Tapi tangan aku die tarik.Sebijik adegan Hana Yori Dango.Cume tak hujan jer dan tiade payung as supportive element. Aku bermimpiker?"

" Sorry for what i've done to u."
" Dahla.Im damn tired. Ingat tak penat ke,nak struggle design, pamili matters, hal kawan-kawan yang sucks kadang-kadang, belom lagi campor nak layan perangai laki lain yang 2 kali 5, so plz.don beg me again."

He jez quiet.

"i wish u selamat pengantin baru, and hope u will happy with ur new life.Bye" Aku berlari naik atas.Dan tak memandang ke belakang lagi.Never.



* Agak-agak boleh lawan drama NurKaseh tak plot cerita ni?


10 comments:

  1. MIAH KUAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    'mereka' jahat....

    nothing can bring you down...go ahead n move on...

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  2. hmm..miah..suddenly aku jd sedih...aku takut kalau benda ni jadi kat aku...hope dia xkan pandang blakang....aku xsanggup nk tepis perasaan...

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  3. wow!!!cik miah?is that serious?hurm...sorry to hear that..be strong ok???i know..kamu kuat orgnya..kalu x kamu xkan pergi mcm tu je kan?:)
    ramai lagi lelaki di luar sana untuk kamu.igt..jangan cari kumbang ok?kerana kumbang akan hinggap kat mana2 bunga.cari la lekai yang akan menyayanyi,mencintai kamu seadanya...ok???:peace!!!

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  4. adij: dlm hati siape yg tahu..mybe i begin to love someone rite now, but the same thing still happenned to me.put me behind.

    I'm just a little bit caught in the middle. Life is a maze, love is a riddle. I don't know where to go. Can't do it alone I've tried and I don't know why.

    ben:tak tahu mahu mncari di mn.tp aku prcy jodoh dah ditentukan =)

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  5. damn
    sgt berdrama la entri baru ni
    hmm
    tersentuh jugak hati ni

    nk ke melbourne?
    r u serious?
    girl
    i wanna see u n wanna hav a long talk with u

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  6. i wanna see u tew, aiman.rindu mahu berborak dgn kamu...aimn, if kamu mahu ke sana juge, aku mahu polo kamu.

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  7. miah??ak terkedu sekejap..
    adakah dier..really??
    kenape kamu tk cerita kat ak??

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  8. sbb ade prkara yg len yg lebih menarik perhatian aku untuk difikirkn.its ok ton. =)

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  9. ader rezeki mmg nk lepak sana
    tgh work out for that
    giler excited!

    pray for me my best fuckin frenz
    =)

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  10. orite..aku pon mahu ke sana cadangnye but need to settle hal pamili dan the financial dl, off coarse...terbek kalo time tu da beli kamera nicon d90 pon cukoplah..cool =)

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